My Homework For My 20th Birthday

Ya sya tau, 2 posts in such a short time. I'm currently going through some turmoils. Haih. I hate it when friends fight. I don't like the feeling of being angry at someone you once considered a friend. *sigh* The theme song for my mood tonight is Angels Cry by Mariah Carey. No use to be moody because of it anyway. Apa mo jadi, jadi la. Let's concentrate on the happy side for now okay? :)

i choose to be happy :)

My mommy gave me a homework for my birthday :) It's about soulmate thingy something like that. Ba orang bilang 20 tu ble jadi mama orang suda ba. Nda la kali, sya belum puas jadi anak gadis orang, kakak orang and adik orang. I still want to be known and introduced as "Elisa, anak Uncle Lijius" instead of "Elisa, bini si anu". One day later la.. Degree pun belum ada, macam mana sya mo piara laki sya nanti kan? 

My Checklist for My Dream Guy

I demand that the person that I choose to spend forever with must be:

• A Catholic :) because a family that prays together, stays together :)
• Good looking? Nda payah la hot macam Damon (Vampire Diaries), malas sya mo berebut sma perempuan lain. Good looking to my eyes la :)
• Tidy. Klu ble, pembersih juga. Hee~
• Funny. This is a must. I don't know how to spend a lifetime with no laughter :D
• Someone who respect the elders. Sya tia suka lelaki biadab, even to the macik janitor. 
• Someone who's understanding. Mustahil juga mo jumpa orang yang faham 100% ba kan. It's enough to know that he'd always try to understand me. TRY pun cukup la. :)
• Athletic? Pandai main muzik? I know my mom punya wishlist ada ni characteristic :) Not necessarily for me, but that's an extra la. Ble diibaratkan macam add on. But to be honest I have this tendency to crush on athletic boys. Hot ba, macam mana juga. :D
• Pandai cakap english :) Because I express myself better in english. Bukan mo minta puji ba, tapi memang. Because bm sya bida..haha! This reminds me of one time I had a fight with my bf duuuulu, sya membebel la dalam english. Dua2 tengah marah tu. Imagine: mood tegang.

       Him: penting sangat ka juga program ko sampai ble lupa birthday bf ko?!

       Me: Brapa lama juga ko mo ungkit ni hal ni?! I promised to make it up to   

       you kan? Brapa kali juga ko mo sya cakap sorry?  

       Him: Ko ba. Birthday orang lain ble ingat pula. Sya macam teda ba. 

       Me: Sorry ba R**e, I'm 10 hrs late..I know. But it's still your birthday   

       right? I'm really busy right now, I just came back home at 5am! What 

       exactly do you want me to do? I'm really sorry okay? I'll make it up to  

       you,I promise. *bla3 banyak la sya cakap* 

       Him: apa ba ko cakap ni? Ko tia ble cakap bm ka?  

       (I know, right. Pengsan ni ba..:D Tapi tu memang salah sya la, kesian ba   

       si kawan) Oo extra point will be given kalau pandai cakap my native  

       language and chinese. Moving on..

• Happy go lucky :) Can't imagine dealing with an emo hubby while having my PMS. Chaos! Disaster! Haha.. :D
• Someone who has a beautiful soul
:) Yang ni susa mo cari, seriously. How to define a beautiful soul pun sya tia tau. Sya pernah jumpa satu setengah ja. Ya satu setengah. Meaning dua orang la pernah sya terjumpa. Yang satu ni memang he has a pretty soul..tapi chicken. Yang satu lagi tu, okay tapi half ja beautiful soul dia. Haha! 
• Someone to whom I can talk about anything. Sya memang banyak cakap, kalau kita punya friendship cukup umur then you'd know sya memang bising. Sya pun heran macam mana family sya tahan :D We can talk about politics, your friends, my friends, pimples, cirit birit, our dreams and all that.
• Romantic itu perlu. Tia payah tahap Romeo & Juliet. Being sweet is enough. Ingat important dates :) I find being best friends is also something cute. 
• Someone who allows me into their life. Yang ni mesti, harus, wajib. I like to talk, but at times I shut up and listen. I'd be there no matter what, so lemme in. Ya la, I want to understand. But macam mana mo faham kalau sya tia tau real story kan?
• Someone who can protect me. But not over protective aa, just protective enough to make me feel safe and secure. Alaa, sanang ja ba jaga sya ni. Ko bagi cheese cake pastu pasang CSI, nda bergerak sya tu. Lagipun I'm not the clubbing type. I've got no problems with those who club anyway. According to them kan, clubs are full with cigarette smoke and loud music. Sya tia tahan bau rokok, I hate it. I don't like loud music yang terover, jantung sya pandai ikut..haha! And I don't like the sight of orang mabuk. Yerr. Skema ba sya ni..haha!
• Someone who trusts me and is trustworthy. I want you to trust me and I want to be able to trust you :) Sya punya trust tahap membabi buta, seriously. Even if orang can come up with evidences against you, I'd still trust you unless ko buat depan mata sya. Have to change that side of me. If not, I'm up for more heart breaks. Ngehh.

I hope that someday I'd be in a relationship like my parents' :) I'll back you up in any areas in which you are lacking and vice versa. We'll always get each other's back :)

It is not so much in finding the right person but being the right person - (Irine Jeniffer S. @ ibu,2010 ) 

I think that's it la. For now. Haha! Mommy and Daddy if you happen to come across this post, your daughter is still single la. For the past 20 years, I've told you about each and every single one of my crushes kan? Ni kali memang teda, tu la tiada cakap apa2 pun pasal lelaki. Weird sangat ka aa? :D Tau la I always crush on people :) The ring on my finger is for ornamental purposes only ba that. No underground boyfriend. Haha! Kalau ada, sya kasi tau juga tu. *pinky promise*  Wait for my next gossip saja la Ma. Mo balik Sabah suda kan.

Nah, done already my homework Ma. Ini la kunun checklist anakmu. Mo study suda ni :)

p/s: if any of you reading this post fulfills all the criteria listed above,  DO NOT hesitate to call my Personal Assistant (strictly for guys only). Di mana la mo jumpa lelaki macam ni? :D

cute o ni pic

excuse my jiwangness
the topic needs my jiwangness :D