Demm! He's Freaking Hot!

I know I say this a lot. But seriously dude, this guy is hot with a capital H. HOT!! Bak kata Sean Kingston, fire burning on the dance floor. Let me define my version of hotness from the pics below. Yes, I have folders for beautiful dudes. Haha! I know right. Urang bilang, a picture speaks millions of words. 

Hot Stuff #1 - Lee Dong Wook (Korean Actor)
yesh, me like guys who can look classy in T's and jeans

i just love his smile :) very natural

Hot Stuff #2 - Joseph Vincent Encarnacion..hot dude with talent

hubba hubba *drools*

Okay, we'll continue with the list later because believe me, the list never seems to end. Anyway, about this guy. *giggles* He's not my usual type la. Why? Hmm well, he's definitely different from the other guys I've been with. I just can't explain why. He just is. 

If you know me well enough, you'd know that my 'crush-ing' system is always on and off. I might be crazy about someone this moment and the next thing you know, I've forgotten all about it. Haha! But seriously, yes. Puppy love itu kau sama sya slalu rasa, jangan kau pura-pura tia tau.  I've only been serious once. What did it give me? Nothing but a broken heart. Took me about a year to finally collect all the pieces and try to fix it. For those who think that a broken heart is just a state of mind, let me correct you-it will change you. It did for me, at least. I mean, I am essentially the same girl I started out as but there are some parts of me that just won't be the same. Fixing a broken heart ain't easy baby. Hey I still laugh out loud, I still have fun, I still crush on people but ada juga ba lain. I can feel it myself. It doesn't mean that I've sworn that I would never be in a relationship again. Because I'd like to - just not now. Let me quote one of my closest friends, ''..think carefully next time before you decide to enter someone else's life. I think being single is the best.'' (Maling, 2010). Why do I listen to him? Because he's been there all the time. Thanks Maling, ko memang ensem boi. I find a deep truth in his words because to me being in a relationship does not only mean that you'll be letting him into your life, you'd be walking into his too. He told me to guyang-guyang first in uni life. So that's what I'll be doing for the time being. I'll be guyang-ing. There's another friend of mine who gave me a different point of view. I was like putting my defences up because I'm scared of being hurt again. According to (Jeffie, 2010) ''..aa tia payah tu precautions. Kalau suka tu, suka la." I have a great bunch of friends, I know. Haha! Actually it has always been a dream of mine to..aa teda la, tia payah jiwang sekarang. :D 

Back to the dude. I know it's almost impossible to get him. I know. Siapalah sya ni? Not just because he's hot. I just don't think I'm his type, you know. Guys like him usually go for the ultra hot of the hotties. Ba biarla kan. If I like him then what business is it of his? O and you know what I like most about him? His eyes :) He's got a beautiful soul. Really. And that's why I say..Demm, he's hot!

OK, enough of jiwang-ness. Waiting for Becky to upload my pics:)