I have lots of stuff running in my head right now. I wanted to proceed with my MEGA duties but the design for the certificate has not been approved yet. Sya S/U bogia. Makanya I go blogwalking la sambil tunggu response dorang. I'm not stalking okay. It is called INTENSIVE RESEARCH ON SOMEONE'S BACKGROUND. I admit I have several favourite blogs which I just enjoy reading. I like it not because he/she writes in flawless English. I am usually put off by bad grammar but for one specific blog, I actually find it kind of ngam. Balik-balik baca lagi ni :D My favourite blog for now :) It's like I can feel what he/she felt when he/she was blogging. He/she put their heart and soul into it and I feel that. Malas sya baca blog yang mengutuk orang seja, sama yang sengaja taruh title panas2 just to attract traffic. -__-" Sya suka lagi yang simple2 ni :)
Banyak ni sya mo tulis sambil tunggu my bestie sampai bilik. (baru mo buat assignment padahal hantar bisuk. mommy & daddy rotan la ni kalau dorang tau)
Sya ada mini-heart attack when I heard about the earthquake in NZ. Worried for my sister. Berabis sya try call nda dapat. Sekali po tingu, dia tidur ni. Dia nda pun tau pasal earthquake di sana. Cheiss kacang buncis! Sia2 sya worried. Thank God she and her friends are okay.
O ya, my friend ever asked me ba. She said 'ko nda rindu ka ada boifren?'
Out of the blue lagi tu. Haha! it got me thinking juga la. Ngam2 lagi the girls on FB malar post about soulmate and stuff so sya decide to say something la. Mm. Rindu tu, rindu juga la. Tapi nda juga mesti ada. Siok ba juga ada bf :) Sometimes la. Time happy2 tu siok, time gaduh2 lagi 'siok'. But oh well, you gotta take the good with the bad kan?
It's a norm for kids these days to be involved with couple-mengouple and subsequently break-mengebreak. To be honest, I don't condemn this kind of relationship. IF it is done in the right way, with the right intentions la. Time first time sya kasi tau parents sya pasal bf was through a letter. If you've read my older posts you'd know why I write instead of talking eventhough we live in the same house. Anyway, my parents never did once ask me to end a relationship (sebab sya pandai pilih gia..kunun la :D) This is what she said to me, my precious Elisa, Mommy & Daddy are very grateful that you are growing into a young lady. This shows that you have the ability to love and be loved. Ini ja sya ingat. For some reasons, that's the part that sunk the deepest.
To me kan, couple-mengouple ni nda salah ba. Tapi agak-agak juga la. Sya couple skema o. Teda men kissing2 macam dalam movie aa. Good girl ni. Banyak juga la sya belajar (eseseh macam terer ba kunu)
1. love and like are 2 very different things
2. muka cute/ensomboi nda akan guarantee personality dia pun ensomboi juga
3. you cannot make anybody love you. nor can you make your heart feel something it won't. nda buli paksa2, nanti 2 minggu break suda.
4. long distance relationship does not work for everybody.
5. time will heal :) some will take 1 hour, some years..depends la.
6. matters of the heart will always be complicated
7. a hectic life and happy friends heal a broken heart faster
8. it is better to lose your pride to a loved one than to lose your loved one to your pride. Get it?
9. love yourself :)
10. if it's meant to be, it will happen :)
So back to the question. Mmm. Satisfied with crushes for now :) Syok ba secret2 ni. Tapi sakit juga la. Sebab the whole time you'd be thinking 'o jejaka idaman! sesungguhnya dirimu lebih mantapzz dari segala jimmy choo's yang pernah direka' and at the same time making sure that you're feelings does not show. Haha! Macam budak o :D
Hope it won't be one of the it-could-have-been tragedies. Nda ba tu kan?
p/s: sorry banyak membebel. :D tapi sepa suruh ko baca? XD oya sya makin gumuk suda. adehh~!
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