This Is To All The Silent Lovers Out There

kesian o.. it must hurt lots

Yea, I know I sound jiwang-ish. But this post here, goes out to all the people out there who's in love with someone who doesn't feel the same way. 

Why the sudden thought of them?

You see, I've been observing these two people for quite some time. They're close friends. That's what they say. But I know, the guy wants to be more than friends. I don't know about the girl though. Hurmm. I'm not close to them though, setakat kenal-kenal ja la.

It's very obvious that he really likes the girl. He might actually love her even. Yea, I'm a weirdo who sits around and observes people. I don't know, I just like to go deeper than the obvious in everything. 

Anyway, the girl is in a relationship with someone else though. And I know it pains him so much that I bet he might cry himself to sleep at night every time he thinks about how great they could be together. But there's this joy in his eyes every time he meets her, that keeps him alive. I see joy in his eyes when she talks to him, share stories with him. Maybe somehow though he knows that she might not feel the same way about him, the fact that she's smiling at him is enough.

*sigh* Maybe they're better off as friends. I don't know. 

I don't even know why I'm writing this I've been watching and I think the dude's good for her. I think he's everything that a girl could've wished for. And from the way he looks at her, obviously she's everything that he wants in a girl.

Oh well, who am I to say these things kan? This post won't even make a difference. 

But I've got to say this because my finger itches. And because I see the dude's pain. Haih, hang in there seja la bro.

   

Solution #1

The dude says what he really feels. Who knows whether all this while she's been feeling the same way too, just that she thought he wasn't into her. Happy ending :) But if she doesn't feel the same way, then it might be bubbye to their friendship. Ngehh. Not good, not good.

Solution #2

The dude keeps what he's supposed to say and moves on. No risks taken but he'll live with 'what if..' la. But friendship stays intact.

Conclusion: Playing Dr. Love is hard because matters of the heart are complicated :/

Maybe the problem is that he found the right one at the wrong time. Speaking of which, go see the vid for Pixie Lott's Broken Arrow. I'm liking it big time, baybeh :D

Hnnh. I really wish them both a fairy-tale ending whether they're together or not.

'Banyak lagi ikan di laut'. I won't ever understand how this makes anyone feel better.           -___-" 

Well sometimes you can just stand there outside the lines, loving them ba. Maybe one day, she'll see how much you love her. If she's really all that, then she's worth the wait ba kan.

It's back to assignments for me :/ Hnnh. Then maybe a good night's sleep. That's a happy ending for me :D