Sumbung o ko.
Ko sumbung ba, tulah dorang macam tu.
Bawa pi matila sumbung ko tu!
Siapa pernah kena ayat macam ni, sila angkat tangan. *crickets sound effect* Okay fine, sya satu orang la. Eh, ada juga orang. Ada geng juga ka?
Believe it or not, those words up there is a norm to me. -___- Sedih ni. Those remarks hurt me real deep but now it doesn't hurt so bad. Okay, it hurts but not so much la.
"So why don't you change", you ask. Dude, I tried but it felt so un-me..you know. It's like I have this fake smile painted on my face and I don't feel real. I feel as if I'm trying to be someone else. Like I'm acting. So maybe people like that version of me. But that means that they're not liking the real me, they're just liking the commercialized elisa. Boo!
In the end, I decided to be the real me. You know, the version of elisa that people calls sombong. Dan mulalah, komen-komen seperti yang tercatat di atas. This time I've got the aa-paduli-lah! attitude. Haha! Baru kamurang nda tau. But some people refuse to be fooled/have to meet me everyday, so they got to know me a little better. And then mulalah..
Ko ni nampak ja sombong, tapi actually lucu (this happened when I admitted to not taking my bath yet. What's so funny? -___-)
Okay ba pula ko ni kan
Actually ko ni pemalu kan?
Eh ko pandai makan sardin pula! (Ni menyindir ka apa, sya pun tia tau. But she said it with a smile on her face so let's consider it a compliment or whatever)
Oh oh oh, terasa bagai di Simpang Mengayau! (never been to heaven so I don't know how it feels like, but Simpang Mengayau is epic) Okeh, do I get a merit for promoting Sabah? No? Fine! Anyways, I like it when people get past my sombong face and actually takes the time to actually know me. I usually find it uncomfortable when people say I'm funny because I tend to picture myself in a baboon suit complete with the trademark hot-pink-ass prancing around in a circus while making the squealing sound. But being called funny (picture the baboon here) is not as bad as being called sombong. Maybe. I think. I don't know why it's a baboon but it just is. Maybe it's the way I picture my inner self. MAYBE.
Still, I'd love it if those people out there who calls me sombong would tell me what exactly about me that emits the feeling of sombongness.
Is it because I don't layan the 'psst' or the sound that you guys do when you try to get someone's attention? I've been told that it's the way I walk, the way I look at people, bla bla bla.
So apala kunun yang buat sya sumbung?
O and if anyone out there knows how to wipe off the "SUMBUNG" label from my head, lemme know :)
Aik? Sya masih sumbung juga? Ba iyala, sumbung la sya. XD
Later people :)
May Love and Deep Peace Surround You :)
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