Haih, sometimes people can be so ungrateful that I want to scream.
I wish you knew what I gave up for you just because I value our months-old friendship. You have no idea how much it hurts me to give up what I had to give up.
But then I can't and I shouldn't blame you for not knowing. Because it's supposed to be a sacrifice that I and I alone know about. Haih.
On another note, you know the guy that I was crushing on? I talked to my senior about it and he suggested that I try to forget it (though I didn't reveal who it concerned). And yea, I decided to take that advise. I am going to try to erase these feelings I feel and try not to be sulky or regretful about it. Good things come to those who wait, Elisa. I am going to be happy with it and see sense in this decision.
THIS POST SHOULD NOT BE TAKEN AS AN ENCOURAGEMENT TO THOSE WHO IT MAY CONCERN. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
I know it will be hard on my part because it's been awhile since I met someone I could respect and admire, but I am stronger than all that though some tears might be shed *sob sob* I CAN DO THIS! :O
On another another note (haha!), I am so excited with GIFT's upcoming event :D I actually feel like packing right now right here and just go already. Yea, I am THAT excited.
been there and i understand your feeling when had to lose something meaningful. btw you should've tell him what you feel instead of taking advice from some people or @#%%$# what so ever. 'good things comes to those who wait' i don't get it. is it some cynical expression? if yes, then people who is waiting look pathetic(i mean as long as they still keep the feeling).
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