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I'm not really sure whether my mood swings are changing erratically or you just irritate the crackers out of me. 

But please, cut out the act now. It's starting to get on everyone's nerves. Especially mine, because people be up in my face asking what's up with your new 'talking system' as if it's my business. Might as well ask me why the Mayans (is it the Mayans?) predicted 2012 to be the end of the world. Bottom line is, I don't have a frigging idea nor does it interest me.

So now not only do I have to tolerate your speech impediment, I also have to tolerate these people who get up in my face. Daily.

Like dude, what are you trying do? What special idea are you trying to point across? 

Oh this is ironic, I am listening to Praise & Worship songs yet I am being all 'unpeaceful', grumpy and 'jahat' on my blog. I just can't stand it you know. It literally makes me wanna throw up. 

I am pretty sure your response to this (kalau ko baca ni la) would be either 'don't judge me, you never walked a mile in my shoes' or 'yala, sya la salah'. Firstly, I have my own shoes to fill. You never (nor could you ever) walk a mile in my shoes too, so you probably wouldn't know how it feels be irritated to the max but still expected to be understanding and nice. Duuuuddee. I am always expected to keep my head/be nice and calm when what I really want to do is shake some sense into these irritating people. Why can't you be the mature one for a change and be less selfish? Don't you see how your actions are making others suffer? You can't go on making up reasons for every single thing in your life.

Aren't you tired of copying people yet? You can't go on that way forever you know. And someday, your favourite person to copy won't be around. What are you gonna do then? Continue pretending to be that person? You're just gonna make yourself more confused than ever. Are you gonna hope that you copied enough of that person that you know his/her every move and then implement it? That's sick and you know it.

Truth is, everyone is gonna be alone at some points of their life. You'd be left with no one but yourself and your beliefs. It can be a sweet life-defining moment where you can really reflect on yourself. Or it can be a real depressing moment. You decide the outcome. But if you don't know who you are, you are making life hard on you. Decide now, decide wisely.

It's high time that you be yourself independently. That means, be the person you are - without having to 'refer' to someone else. Because no matter how badly and desperately you claim you are being yourself, the person you are copying knows that's not the truth. And worse still, you know that's right.

So cut out the pretentious airs, stop being the second rate version of someone else and this time when you claim you are being yourself, make sure you're not lying to your own guts.

May you have a happy and successful honest time between you and your guts :)






quit watching me and every single move I make. it's freaking me out, seriously.