Late Night Blogging :)

This semester is nearly coming to an end. It's a bittersweet feeling actually. The end of the semester means that I finally get to be home with my family :) but it also means that another new set of goodbyes have to be said :(

This post right here has no specific point. I am just gonna say whatever comes to mind. So it really is gonna be quite helter-skelter.

You know sometimes you just need to be quiet and sometimes you need to talk. I'm really missing my family right now because I miss talking to them - all of them. Nah, I'm not feeling down or whatsoever. I am fine :) I just miss being able to talk about pointless stuff and the other person would be able to relate, you know? In short, I am just in the 'missing' mood.

I miss being able to receive and give hugs. Wawa's really good at this :)

I miss talking baby-talk with Fluffy.

I miss having serious talks about life and stuff with Momma and my sisters.

I miss bugging my brothers and parents to the point of irritation. :D

I miss my bed, comforter and bolster.

I miss being able be in the kitchen to cook and bake.

I miss creating new cookie flavours with my sis Muchauski.

I miss talking to my Grandma.

I miss creating cut-off shorts from denims they've grown out of with my ever growing 'bodyguards'. (boys talk a lot you know. Pretty much the same like girls :D)

I miss staying up watching movies with my brothers.

I miss attending the Holy Mass in Kadazan.

I miss being the 'doctor' of the family :D

Yea I miss being the doctor of the family. It has always been that way. I actually find it fun nursing my sick family members - sometimes. Haha! Oh I feel this surge of pride in me when any of them get hurt, I'd always hear "Sut! Come here, fast!" Weh, I'm not saying I like it when someone gets hurt. -__-"

There's just one catch to that though, I'd always see the messiest part. I've never had a problem with blood and all that before. But nowadays I get squeamish when I see it in huge quantities(blood bags not included). @.@ And when one of them gets sick, I find joy in cooking/preparing food and making sure they eat their meds. I really feel a sense of accomplishment in that :) 

Oh and even my daddy asks me for help :) I remember one time he had this blister thingy on his finger which was kind of swollen + gross and he asked for my help to dress it up to avoid infection. And momma even backed me up to ask him to see the doctor :)  ahh, the good old days. I remember preparing porridge for my younger siblings. I had to masak lebih though because some people like to tumpang sakit. Syok o jadi orang sakit, makan kena hantar, minum kena bagi. 

I don't really remember me being treated the same way though. Probably because I am seldomly sick and when I am, I don't really like to show it. I just sleep and say I'm tired. But it usually gets better after a good sleep. I really live by the principles of "Jangan kasi manja itu sakit" when it comes to me. So if I'm being overprotective and songeh-ish, bear with me, it's my instincts to protect. I have 6 younger siblings for goodness' sake. :D That's why. Don't get me wrong though, I don't like orang terlampau manja. I mean, if you wanna be all manja and minta kesian with your bf/gf, then that's fine by me. But don't do it towards me unless you have been granted with the title of 'boipren si elisa'. Because sya nda suka layan orang macam ni. Alaa, you know the type yang talks with squeaky voice and all that. One word. Eww. I might tahan for a little while but lama-lama you'll see my menyampah face. Yea I might kasi manja my younger siblings but not in the squeaky-alolo-voice kind of way. Bahaha! I cannot imagine the monkeys at home talking that way. Wait. Yea, they do speak that way. But only to irritate me. You know what they usually get when they talk that way? A 'dush'.

*yawns* I've run out of battery for my eyes. Nites people :) God bless you.

p/s: please ignore grammatical and/or spelling errors. Malas want to proof-read for now.